Long time, No post :)

A lot has been going on in my little world. 

Back in November, a job fell in my lap.  Yep!  I was delivering Avon books and was asked if I was interested in a part time job.  At first, it was just supposed to be 11 hours a week.  That lasted one week.  Some days I got my 11 hours by the end of the shift and had to watch my hours at the end of the week to make sure I didn't get overtime.  For a while, I was working 6 and 7 days a week.  Now, I'm down to 4.  I'm not complaining.  I do miss the hours, but I missed having some free time too.  I went from just working my Avon business to working a part time-ish job AND Avon. :) 

Since then, I've also been able to go to the doctor.  I have got my migraines under control for the most part.  The first neurologist I saw put me on a high dosage of Topamax.  After I had a break through migraine, I wasn't able to drive because it threw me all off.  I know it sounds strange, but one day I was driving and it seemed like the car suddenly was a big as a room and the steering wheel was smaller than a keyboard.  I switched doctors!  The new doctor sent me for a LOVELY MRI (note sarcasm) and gave me a clear bill of health, brain wise anyway. 

I've also have going back for more treatment for my endometriosis and adenomyosis.  Over the years I have tried so many things to treat these issues.  I've tried herbal remedies, compounded hormones, fertility drugs, birth control pills/patch, and none of them worked.  So, after all this aggravation of dealing with these "female problems" for 15 years.  I have now decided to try Danazol.  It's the pill form of Lupron from what I understand.  It will now put a "freeze" on my body and somewhat put me in menopause.  Yay for hot flashes!!!

This past month I have had to deal with some new emotions.  March 18th marked the 4 year anniversary of my oldest sister, Terri, dying from metastatic breast cancer.  Also, during that week, a person who has the same kind of job my husband does was killed.  They have very dangerous jobs.  I have faced my own mortality and I, myself, am not afraid of death.  I am saved.  I've never had the reality of how close of becoming a widow I am every time my husband goes to work. 

Well, I guess that's enough for one night :)